Everything is about to change. A for real change. A forever change. In a few weeks (six to be exact) I am graduating. Then I'll spend my summer working at camp (because there really isn't anywhere else I'd rather spend this summer). Not long after that, I'm off to Nashville for college and the "real world," whatever that means (my life already feels real).
It's a little overwhelming. A little crazy too. Sometimes I get a little stressed just thinking about the responsibilities I'm going to have. But you know what? I'm not scared. I'm really really not. I have this incredible peace about the changes that are about to happen. I know I've made the right choices about the future thus far (even though I have faced ridiculous criticism for it). I know I'm headed down the right path. I know that this is what God has laid out for me to do. And I'm so excited! I can't wait to see what He is going to bring. I feel so blessed! My life isn't perfect, but right now I don't care. It feels right. It feels good.
Sometime in the next few years I'll probably come back and reread this and think to myself, "You were crazy. This is terrible. I don't know what I was thinking when I decided to do this. It was the worst decision ever."
Well, future me, when you reread this try to recall the peace you felt back when you wrote this. You ARE where you're supposed to be. You'll be alright. You're going to make it through. You know the One who holds your heart, and He put you here. He loves you and He wouldn't leave you somewhere if it wasn't for the best. That's all that matters.
Okay, enough of me pep-talking myself. I think that's all I really have to say right now. Goodness, I really need to start journaling again.
Well, my loves, have yourselves some fabulous evenings! God bless you!
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